I don’t know what to tell you: week 13

Posted on by Noelle Campbell

Sometimes I will miss Sam and not know what I should do about it. Should I indulge myself and talk to him as if he’s listening or would that be considered disloyal to my new husband? Can I watch a video here was in? Should I rad his old journal entries or our text messages? Wouldn’t that be just as much cheating on my new spouse as if I were texting someone in real life? It’s hard to know where you should let go and when you can hang on. If I don’t think of Sam, it’s it disloyal to him? It’s a terrible mess and I hate it. I don’t think it’s fair, really, and everyone has advice. Everyone says something different, but I’m still here trying to find the balance, and it’s no fun. I doubt it’s any fun for my current husband either, but he did know what he read getting into. So there’s that…

Published by Noelle Campbell

This blog is about my life and how I see things. I write, I think, I dream, I do. I used to write a lot of fantasy until I realized I was living one. I was married to a deaf-blind Hobbit in a realm we created together. He passed away in 2014, but our life was interesting enough I think you might like it too.